Anonymous
i miss him alot but i'll get through he was tough and so am i
just wanted to post my livejournal
whatever
my last journal basically just covered saturday but i didn't want to label it that cause i just wrote it
today was pretty hard i went to church today and i figured out why i can't go anymore
every time i go there i can't handle it anymore i've thought about talking to the pastor to see if i can fix it but i don't know
ever since my grandpa died it's been hard to go to church if they ever sing a slow song i can't stop being a wimp because it makes me think of him
you see my grandpa was more than a grandpa he was what i would
call a do it yourselfur and a great friend.
my grandpa knew a lot of thinks and he didn't have an education past
8th grade, he was a hard worker and a good man
we worked on cars together, we build anything out of wood, we build a shed did roofing and anything that needed to be done
he had so many crazy jokes, i thought they were funny buit no on else did see i must of been a dexter thing anyways my grandpa was my best friend and i wouldn't have traded him for anyone
anyways ever since his death i can't go to church without thinking about him and the fact i never got to say bye
so it's hard to go to his church
thanks whoever reads this i needed to get it out
dedicated to my grandpa
i miss you
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