Cliff, Janet & Family,
I want you to know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers. It is really hard to find the words that would express what exactly what I am feeling but here it goes. I have the greatest memories that you all have shared with me that I will always remember. As one of Rachel's nurses I must admit my behavior was not like most, but it didn't matter it was all about me and Rachel. Rachel and I shared lots of secrets and as soon as mom and dad went out the door we broke so many rules:) We had fun cleaning her bedroom and we even named all of her stuffed aninmals. At times when we were in goofy mode she would look at me as if she was saying "REALLY" Are you OK" She gave me so many smiles that warmed my heart and gave me such a love for her. Yes, this nurse was not always "playing with a full deck", "checked out to lunch" but with all that we done we formed a special friendship and bond. I will never forget on Rachels 40th birthday I blew up balloons all night long (I really had sore fingers knotting all those balloons) I bought her a hat that looked like a cake with candles on it. I bought her a stuffed bear that was almost as big as her. In the morning when she saw all that I did she smiled but then she gave me a look that again said "REALLY". I have so many memories from Rachel and her parents which has blessed me in so many ways. Rachel was unable to speak but shared some wonderful conversations which I will always have in my heart. I will always love you my dear friend, until we meet again.........Love You....Cheryl