You were one of the most important people in my life.... and deffinately the closest. There will never be a soul in the world that could ever take your place Ricky, life is going to be sooo hard without you that you dont even know. I feel like im still sitting here waiting for you to come home, just so i can tell you all the people that came to our house the day we found out the news... the whole family... and you know thats huge. the whole street lined up and down with cars just for you, because that is just a little taste of how many people care about you and love you with all of their hearts. there is still so much that we havent gone thru together. your 2 yrs older than me, my big brother, who i love more than anything in the world. you were supposed to be there when i graduate and grow up with me, teach me more good from bad even if sometimes you were doing the bad things. you have always taught me right from wrong and been there when i needed you. All these damn lies in the newspaper about you, dont even listen to it... we know what really happend, wether they want to put it out there or not, u know they have to make you look bad just so that they dont. but we no... man, my boy, cant wait till the day that i meet with you again, i no u'll always be here watching over us, and protecting us, right next to papa bob. i hope that your okay and you know that i gotch your back bub just like you always had mine... you are forever loved more than anything in the world to not only me, but more than you could ever imagine boy.
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