Jay Van
Rod,
Man I just seen this on google when I was trying to look you up… my heart sank and I still can’t even process this. I don’t know why I’m writing this as you won’t ever see it but who knows. I’m sorry bro, I should have been out here and helping you. I don’t know what happened or why but I will miss you everyday. You were the best friend I’ve had. I have never met anyone so much like myself with my good qualities and the bad ones. I wish I could have seen you before this bro. u had a huge heart and a gentle nature that I admired very much. I’ll never forget you. I hope Cece knows how much you loved her and how proud you were of being her father. Hope you’ve found peace and are with your mom. Love you bro!
